There's something wrong with the minutes in my head - I pack too many words in them. It's just a syllable, not a competition - but it's the only time I'm allowed to decide when this ends. You were the second thing I ever felt. I called you for security and not much else. And this won't leave me playing sadder songs for months; I always say too much. So there's a stack of letters on the dresser; please send them out if I didn't get to it in time. You can have all of my books if you burn the journals in the drawer. I know I'm leaving too much undone in both our lives. And yeah, they took the guns; one in January, one last week. But the most important thing I learned from you is what my epitaph should read: You know, the impossible - it never stopped me.